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I didn\u2019t know what was right and wrong. This is how I grew up.<\/p>\n

I wasn\u2019t allowed to smile at home.<\/p>\n

Because when my dad saw me smile, he would start punching me.<\/p>\n

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When I was in elementary school, my dad got put in a metal home.<\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t know but he had a sever depression disease.<\/p>\n

He got tied down with hand cuffs and metal chains and that was the last time I saw him.<\/p>\n

From this day, I started looking after my brothers.<\/p>\n

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I wasn\u2019t able to make friends at school.<\/p>\n

I was constantly bullied and I had no friends till middle school.<\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t have any good memories or any good feelings about it.<\/p>\n

It wasn\u2019t like I was afraid of anything. I just didn\u2019t put my heart into it.<\/p>\n

It was normal for me to be pushed down the stairs and break my nose.<\/p>\n

When I graduated high-school, I decided to go to United States.<\/p>\n

I probably wanted to run away from this reality.<\/p>\n

I also wanted to throw away my identity as a Japanese.<\/p>\n

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When I was in United States, there was one Christian family that really took care of me.<\/p>\n

I experienced kindness that I have never experienced before.<\/p>\n

I experienced laughter, anger and happiness.<\/p>\n

I felt like I was reborn. But that didn’t mean that I became a Christian.<\/p>\n

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Through all the mistakes that I made, I\u2019ve come to realize that the Bible is true.<\/p>\n

I accepted Jesus. And I met Lifehouse.<\/p>\n

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All these puzzles that I had in my head just came to one.<\/p>\n

My body and my emotions became one, and I started to experience joy.<\/p>\n

I started liking myself as a Japanese again.<\/p>\n

Now I am blessed with an awesome job.<\/p>\n

I am now 40 years old, but my body is as young as a 20 year old.<\/p>\n

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A life that God has prepared for you is truly amazing.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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