{"id":165,"date":"2015-12-02T12:24:09","date_gmt":"2015-12-02T03:24:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ilovelifehouse.com\/?p=165"},"modified":"2017-08-30T14:08:42","modified_gmt":"2017-08-30T05:08:42","slug":"i-found-my-true-value-here-ryuji","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ilovelifehouse.com\/en\/i-found-my-true-value-here-ryuji\/","title":{"rendered":"I found my true value here \u2013 Ryuji"},"content":{"rendered":"
I didn\u2019t know what was right and wrong. This is how I grew up.<\/p>\n
I wasn\u2019t allowed to smile at home.<\/p>\n
Because when my dad saw me smile, he would start punching me.<\/p>\n
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When I was in elementary school, my dad got put in a metal home.<\/p>\n
I didn\u2019t know but he had a sever depression disease.<\/p>\n
He got tied down with hand cuffs and metal chains and that was the last time I saw him.<\/p>\n
From this day, I started looking after my brothers.<\/p>\n
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I wasn\u2019t able to make friends at school.<\/p>\n
I was constantly bullied and I had no friends till middle school.<\/p>\n
I didn\u2019t have any good memories or any good feelings about it.<\/p>\n
It wasn\u2019t like I was afraid of anything. I just didn\u2019t put my heart into it.<\/p>\n
It was normal for me to be pushed down the stairs and break my nose.<\/p>\n
When I graduated high-school, I decided to go to United States.<\/p>\n
I probably wanted to run away from this reality.<\/p>\n
I also wanted to throw away my identity as a Japanese.<\/p>\n
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When I was in United States, there was one Christian family that really took care of me.<\/p>\n
I experienced kindness that I have never experienced before.<\/p>\n
I experienced laughter, anger and happiness.<\/p>\n
I felt like I was reborn. But that didn’t mean that I became a Christian.<\/p>\n
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Through all the mistakes that I made, I\u2019ve come to realize that the Bible is true.<\/p>\n
I accepted Jesus. And I met Lifehouse.<\/p>\n
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All these puzzles that I had in my head just came to one.<\/p>\n
My body and my emotions became one, and I started to experience joy.<\/p>\n
I started liking myself as a Japanese again.<\/p>\n
Now I am blessed with an awesome job.<\/p>\n
I am now 40 years old, but my body is as young as a 20 year old.<\/p>\n
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A life that God has prepared for you is truly amazing.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I didn\u2019t know what was right and wrong. This is how I grew up. I wasn\u2019t allowed to smile at home. Because when my dad saw me smile, he would start punching me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":407,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[38],"tags":[55,57,14,15,18,56],"yoast_head":"\n